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Thursday, July 23

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my rainbow(:
11:03 PM

Sunday, July 12

met up with feizhen for short while before her volleyball on a certain friday! (: cut my fringe again to a sort of bangs then after 2 days its back to normal. HAHHAHAHAA. oh wells. for the short 2 days it lasted (:

my cousin's husband opened a restaurant at laselle college of the arts! (: we went to try the food yesterday in the afternoon and it was good and the price is reasonable! no service charge too! (: hahahhahahaha and i think the place would look fatabulous at night. with dim lights it'll be the best place to chill. its called 15 minutes! inspired by andy warhol. :D

fish and chips! its not the normal battered fish you get everywhere. and the fries are really good! (:

the wasaibi prawn pizza. it was good but i didn't really like the wasabi taste. ahhahahahaha. (:

mango smoothie! :D not too sweet and just perfect. (:

chicken wings were good too but i was too full to eat more. hahahaha. went off to school for the first exco meeting and things were fine. (: then met wanchings for dinner! chilled around after crystal jade and ate yoghurt! HEHEEE yoghurt is now like one of my favourites. (:

get well soon j. (:

love can overcome all obstacles. i want to believe it can. but im so very afraid. all i can do is pray.

my rainbow(:
11:28 AM

Thursday, June 25

SURPRISE BABYYY!!! :D

hahhahaha currently sitting in the middle of the living room of baby j's house. (: totally relaxed and had this totally satisfying steamboat lunch together with granny and grandpa! :D hahahaha fishcakes shaped like a face. prawns. meat. crabsticks. andd salmon! ahahaa my first time having salmon in steamboat. taste great but company was better! (:

granny is right. hhahaha eating steamboat at home is so much better than outside. then we can peel prawns with our hands and slurp the soup like nobody's business. hahahaa. (:

okay the surprise was just spoilt because j appeared. hahahaa. anwayys. im watching the korean F4 now! super interesting. i like korean and the sound of korean. like damn cool. maybe i'll try bidding for a korean module with all my accumulated points next next sem. hhahhaa. (:

the songs are ultra nice and im considering buying the soundtrack because i dont do downloading! hahahahaha. (:

i think everybody has up and down periods. including guys. not just cos girls have the monthly visitor. hahahaaa. its days when you can't seem to wake up though you've slept for half the day already. days when you feel lazy and just dont have the mood to do anything. days when you feel sian because of no reason. days when you just feel like lying there and not moving.

ROARS. (:

winding up and down
twirling round and round
join me in this rollercoaster ride
together we'll chase the insecurities away
(:

my rainbow(:
2:41 PM

Wednesday, June 24

okay so was busy with NUSIS' 09 from 10th to 13th june. hahahaha. relatively successful event i would say but i was not feeling very good at all during the period. hahahaa. had a flu and swollen eyes. my aunt said i was too heaty. hahahaha i mean getting up at 6 am every morning and returning home at 8 plus everyday i would have expected that my body would not be able to take it. ahhahahaa. but im well and fine already! (:

so had a celebration lunch for aunt's bday and uncle's father's day altogether. went to a place at east coast park named "twenty-six". food was okay but pricey and the menu was on a double side printed A4 paper! :/ hahahhahaa.

the pretty milkshakes! (:

my pasta! prawns mushrooms tomatos and chilli padi! :D

aunt's salmon lime burger! (:

uncle's "big breakfast!" hahahaha. looks like macs one right. xD

cousin's fish and chips! it was a whole load of chips!

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week after nusis was wonderful because i got to meet baby j alot! (: which makes me just want to spend more time together. hahaaha but well we always have things that we're obliged to do. watched the taking of pelham 123 and its the worst movie i've seen. not funny not eggciting not interesting. it was just plain DISTURBING. and uncomfortable. what is wrong with the ryder guy lah. hahahaha. totally regretted the show. ROARS.

this is by far the nicest room i have seen! its so cute and princessy! i wish i could decorate my future room this way. (:

tried HANABI tgt with baby j and ate so much salmon sashimi! hahahaha. (: the food is average only actually. company was better. :D actually we were so happy and relaxed that day. i loved the feeling. (:

and then the next day was a happy family outing with baby's mummy and granny and baby j of course! (: went to merchant court hotel for buffet and it was okay. they have so many deserts! and its the chinese traditional kind! hahhaha my pular hitamm. (:

after that went to OG to walk around and bought granny a pair of sandals! (:

this is me carrying his mum's LV bag! its real its real its realll! :D hahhahahaa.

and then sunday had dinner over at his place! granny is so sweet. cooked me pular hitam cos she doesn't want to cook when nobody eats it. and she cooked it for me! (: had 2 bowls of it and i think its better than the hotel's! :D

wonderful pular hitam and DINNER! the fish and braised pork is totally awesome! :D there's something that she does with the veges that make them actually taste nice! (:

wooooo! went to tampines 1 after that with baby j and couldn't resist the cute watch in this capsule machine! got the colour i wanted on the 2nd try! so cute please. i feel like a kid wearing it but im still going to wear it anyway. :D

BIG SWEET LAND is like totally on the blackmail list. hahahahaha everytime we end up at timezone and we play it, we spend alot on it. ALOT. and we end up with a big bag of sweets. hahahaha but that day we played we got loads of cute little toys and finally got something j wanted! (: the starbucks inspired rubbish bin. :D no more BIG SWEET LAND.

girl arh. i think our worlds are drifting apart. ):

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insecure about the future
unsure of what tomorow might bring
would you stay with me please?

my rainbow(:
12:37 AM

Tuesday, June 9

okay okay i've been lost in translation for nearly a month. hahahhaa. sweep the cobwebs away and wipe it sparking clean! hahahahaha. (:

so results have been okay though some mods were a little disappointing. but im pretty happy with what i got so wooo! (: have been busy working and preparing for baby's bday that i didn't have time to do anything else. hahaha. im back working at pasta de waraku again. because im in need of $$$. and since im paid quite well there. why not? hahahhaha.

so previously, gone out with chenboon for some shopping! again saw things i liked but never got any of them. sigh i want to go shoppinggg. roars. this is getting on my nerves. i need to grow a money tree! hahahaha okay kidding. (:

at the train station waiting for train home!

this was pretty long ago! but went kbox with feizhen and met wanching for dinner after! :D this is a nice picture i like! (:

mirror mirror on the wall~ (:

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and have not got used to seeing baby j only on weekends. ): but finally! the long awaited day is coming! his last day of work. and then we'll have more time for each other though theres still other work for him to do. hahahha at least its flexi work and more time time time for MEEEE. :D

meanwhile these few weeks we've been meeting on all the weekends and very rare weekdays for dinner! all i can say is the time spent is always greater than great! :D

:D smilee!

and then! baby's BIRTHDAYYYYYY! :D

rushed out his little scrapbook and bought his present during my break at work. (: we went for a holidayyy!! :D

at amara sanctuary resort! the place is so so sooooo pretty! :D but then pictures are in his phone which i haven got yet. cos i stupidly forgot my charger and my phone died on me. hahahaha.

so the room was so big! and plus there was a private jacuzzi in the courtyard! so cool lah. ahhahaha. (: most of the time we were in the room relaxing and watching tv. sleeeping. and off to vivo for some arcadee! :D if only everyday was like this. ahhahaha. and we had free buffet breakfast everyday! it was just like we were in another country. hahaha. (:

wonderful wonderful amazing memoriess! (:

the complimentary tray of things they gave us in the room! (:

but we didn't eat anything except the nuts. HAHAHHAHA.

the pretty lobby! :D

cooooool! :D

and this was baby's bday dinner! :D together with melvin yuxiang and soonleong! (:

all in all it was a really nice trip and i want to earn loads of money so i can do this more oftenn! :D

baby i love you!

my rainbow(:
10:34 PM

Sunday, May 17

okay i did not know it was this hard to look for a job. somebody with a job offer please kindly let me know! :D hahahaha. have sent a few emails but haven got a response from anyone of them. roars. ): but im surviving on my allowance so i guess i'll try to start saving a little! but i just bought a blazer that cost $56. zomggggggg. hahhaa but i like it!

anyway. weekends have been just terrific! :D met up with baby j and woooo. simple days yet so happy. (: went to his house on friday and sat. granny made nice dumplings! :D ate a few alr. hahahaa. and then went to the AIRPORT with his family! hahahahhaa. (: dinnered at the hong kong cafe and actually i dont think i'll be going back there for a while. dont really like what they're offering and quite bored with it actually. ahhahaha.

but then airport was as nice as it could be. went to T3 and im once again amazed at the ata-ness of the place. so pretty and well built. hahahaha. glassy and nice. (: better still cos i visited with my favourite person! :D they just need to open a japanese restaurant there! hahahaha.

and then today went to tampines! so many people. the crowd is just humogous. played arcade and read books at times~ hahahaa. j won a damn cute pooh bear for me! (: its so super cute. ahahaha. ate at the manduka japanese gourmet town and the food was just okay i guess. j didn't really like it but i thought the okonomiyaki was pretty okay! but if only had more sauce!

so there its going to be weekdays again. ): roars. and then its back to training. i need to get my lazy self moving and going for training. come onn! i have to start going. i shall be a good girl and go this wed. and fri. i'll tryyyyyy.

okay okay. sleeep!

sunday just seems so faraway
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if only i had a wand
i would make everyday a sunday
(:

my rainbow(:
11:57 PM

Monday, May 11

its like a curse that follows.
whatever said would always come true.

never felt this tugging in my heart
so strong and powerful.

and then i finally realised what it is.

i miss you very much.
how i longed for a hug before we parted.

and i hate it when the sian monster appears.
i can't seem to fight it and it never fails to make me cry.
am i weak?

my rainbow(:
11:46 PM